Mar 14, 2011

Ants in My Pants

I'm sooooooooo anxious! The baby is due on the 19th and I realize babies come when they want, not on some stupid date chosen by a doc. Not usually at least;)  But as the date creeps closer and closer, I wake every day more and more antsy. Since last thursday, my internal monologue has gone like so:

Is this gonna be the day?!
No. 
Is this gonna be the weekend?
No.
How about today...

And so I sit and wait.  Trying to be patient.  There's no use in not. I'm still enjoying being pregnant (I can hear some eyes rolling). The pregnancy has been pretty much a piece of cake for me.  Not that I have any personal experiences to reference to. Just judging off of other's experiences/gripes/complaints. As much as I am still relishing in the feelings and movements that come from within, I can't wait for the next chapter to begin.  I'm not scared. I'm not hesitant.  I'm more...curious I guess.  And anxious.  Have I already mentioned that? What's it (the birth) going to feel like, how is the day going to progress, will we respond the way we've been planning, what's it going to feel like holding & looking at this tiny little human that we made? I. Want. To. Know. Already!!

1 comment:

  1. I am so glad that the pregnancy has been easy for the most part. And I wholeheartedly believe it is in huge part to your diet! You put lots of good stuff in your body, very little junk or preservatives. A few more hours or days, darlin'....

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just say it already