WHAT THE FUCK gives as of lately?! I have been sleeping like shit:(
Take the past couple of nights for instance. I probably woke up 5 billion times. 5 billion agitating times. While Jeff snoozed away in bliss, I was tossing and turning, wide awake every. fucking. time! To add insult, the short times I was able to sleep were punctuated with uber weird, freaky, distorted dreams that I unfortunately can't fully recollect since I re-woke and re-fell asleep so many times. I realize that "back in the day" I worked outside in the heat which may have aided in my deep slumbers but the other weekend I walked 16 muthafuckin miles and still only slept 6 hours! I don't get it.
I like sleep. I relish in the fact that since we still don't have kids I can sleep the day away if I want. Sleeping is not a necessity. It's an event. It's something I like to do in my free time. I don't feel as though I'm wasting my day while I'm dreaming away. I'm just hoping that I'm having an off year (that's how long this BS has been going on). This inability to sleep in odd places or anywhere really is becoming quite the nuisance! I now hear every click-clack from dog nails on the wooden floors when I stay at my mom's, can't be anywhere near a snoring human (can hear that shit through headphones!) and every. single. time Jeff does his trippy PTSD induced nightly twitching I'm woken up. Please oh please oh please don't let this be a constant as I'm getting older. I miss my old friend sleep!